December

It feels like years I didn't write any posts here for these past months. I always thought that I had no time doing this while it's actually a matter of making it or not. Until I realize that it's already December! The last month we have in one year. Time to throw it back.

There are many things to learn, many people I met, many great experiences I got, and by then I have so much to reflect from them. I can feel the endless love of my family through their prayers. I can see the friends that have been so supportive to me in this year. Aya for being a friend that I can talk literally everything, Geri for being  there when I need her, Sarah that has the same humor as mine and is a good listener for each drama I told her, Fulan who's been a partner in struggling both academic and the organization we join,  and of course each member of them that we have a group chat called 'Nyinyirism" who's been being supportive and lovely and funny as hell and sarcastic af, and still philosophical (?). Like seriously, I have no idea how my Jogja-life would be without them. For the friends of Sansenku that still have a place to me even when I've been far away from them to which then I feel home when I'm back. Fikfik who's been annoying haha yet soooo nice. My temen SD, Iin and Ayu, who can reduce miseries lol by doing 'our things'. My temen SMA, Inayah, Bolo-bolo, Nora, and Bitul who have been moodboosters when I'm home. Grup Gak Jelas Kabeh contaning Unonk, Rendra, and Sarah (lagi) yang mau aja diajak kemana-mana. My temen KKN, Arum for being really good, Irham and Imam for being friends of bersenang-senang. Meng for being a friend full of wacana haha yet still pleasing to talk to. Mba Dara and Rani that I always enjoy to have time together. Also, all the beutiful souls I met on my road. And of course, Rampoe UGM for allowing me to find anything wider and greater. Ah I have a bunch of love for each of them :')

"Nyinyirism"

Some of Sansenku

Meng

I thank God for every single thing I've got though sometimes things are out of control like I haven't graduated yet lol (only by this time I can laugh it away lol), I haven't found that one person I can lean on and feel completed LOL tetep ya, reading an an amount of books, writing more on the blog, and other things I wish to gain in this year.

My 2016 was much dominated by working hard, struggling, and even suffering with these people.

That team :')

Started by earlier this year, we began our journey. Nothing was easy, but who knows that God would give this team a huge blessing during the process. And so, I personally gain a lot to learn. Like A-LOT. It felt so consuming at the beginning, but since we walked together hand in hand, it became one of (maybe) our memorable moments in our life at the end of the day. Maybe by next time I will write the clearer details on how we had suffered struggled. Lol.

Strongest girls

That was a glimpse of what comes to my mind summing up my 2016. I'm that conservative person who writes my resolution by the end of the year for the upcoming year. And now I will do the same. I think, somehow, it can remind me to keep moving forward, to not giving them up while in the middle of struggling.

I'm so glad to have had those experiences, to have been surrounded by the people I've mentioned, to have met nice strangers, and to have learned so much from them. Also, I'm so glad to have ticked most of things in my to do list for this year though there are still several things I let them clear without any ticks. I'm a believer of 'God Timing is always the best', even when I don't get the things I want. I tried my best, but God knows best. And somehow that is what makes me relieved.

Time flies so fast. It keeps lingering no matter how much we try to stop it. There's no way back, there's nothing to escape. New year is coming. Feel the enthusiasm to welcome it then keep it stay in our souls during the whole year.

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