Talking 'bout Dreams

New year euphoria is still in my head. The fireworks in the sky brought me back in the past year. Questioning myself about the resolution I made in the beginning of the year. Was it going well? Was everything I wanted to reach has been achieved? Then I was in silent.

Somehow, new year always brings new spirit. People start to write down their new dreams or the dreams they haven't reached yet, and I have to be honest that I do. Realizing that a year has just passed (again) is somewhat stabbing my chest. It feels like I haven't reached every dreams I wrote in the beginning of the past year. Several came true, but the rest did not. And this year, I start to write my dreams again with a new hope and new spirit to make them come true. It's never easy to begin with, but when should I start if it's not now? I have to, and I will. I know, I will.

Talking 'bout dreams...

It's still be the same. I really want to be an entrepreneur. These times, I'm planning to have a bream cultivation. Been looking for the right fish pond to rent. It takes a long time enough to plan. Sounds not easy, but I should keep going on and struggling for it eventhough my partners have been down one by one. I try to keep standing tall, then make it realize.

Another thought comes over in my head. I'm thinking of studying abroad, lately. Perhaps, it's a new dream that i've just listed into my lists to do. I'm starting to browse everything about scholarships that I might apply to get me study abroad for my postgraduate later on. I'm reading much about people's experiences of getting scholarships. I just feel like blogging, it's fun! As I read them, I find the feeling of happiness, uproar, and even proud in it. It's like whispering me, 'You should try it. Where there is a will, there is a way.' Since then, I'm starting to prepare it by now. I start from trying study hard and smart, much read, be useful for the society, improve my soft skills and public speaking, and so on. I have to prepare it by now. Go extra miles might sound the old tips. But I'm sure, it really works if I seriously do.

Everything never seems easy, but remembering that I have God is like give me the biggest strength to begin the first step. Moreover, my parents and family is another big reason that inspires me to be the best daughter and sister they've ever had.

Yeah, new year has always given me new spirit. I just thought that everyday is always new, isn't it? It (should) mean I always have reasons to be spiritful in every new day. So, Happy New Day!

Keep your spirit up!

Sincerely, me.

Yogyakarta, January 6th, 2014.