Things are sometimes
really annoying when people start questioning something you should have
accomplished like, "Kapan ujian?" or
"Kapan lulus?" or "Kapan wisuda?". And it somehow
frustrates me like what you guys are saying? You just don't walk my path and
don't wear my shoes and don't understand the things I'm facing. Say it that it
is an excuse, but really, you have to be me, I mean, be an English Literature
in this shitty campus haha, with this situation and the supervisor like mine
then I bet you wouldn't ask any single questions I've mentioned above. Like
never ever ever. You may blame me why I haven't taken my final exam while my
friends one by one have graduated, but I'll let you know that I've been doing
my best to finish my thesis, yet, some things are just out of control that I
myself really don't want this to happen.
It's not only you. I, too, question myself why this thing happens to me like what sins I have done that drive me into this jail haha. I just can't believe that sometimes life might get harder while we grow older. And it's happening in front of my eyes. It's not only my thesis, but also my other duties seemingly have been really consuming. And sometimes all I want to do is scream out loud without even caring how people would get annoyed by my noise.
It practically stresses me out. Yet, there's a glimpse of pleasure in realizing how blessed I am by having these consuming stuffs haha. Throughout the moments, God has proved me that life is a completely learning process. How I should deal with things I might think bad and how He has sent me the supportive people I couldn't ask for any better. Call me a pessimist, but I won't be any if my (particular) friends beside me. They never stop sending me support and tell me everything is okay if I don't think too much about what people are gonna say. And I'm forever grateful for that.
After all, I come at the point when I realize that one's life is never better than others. It's simply a matter of understanding how to appreciate our own life without comparing to others'; for each of us simply walks our own path. It's ok to be sad, but don't linger for so long. In a sense, life is just a completely learning process of how bad things happen to us as well as the good ones. Happiness is not what it is without feeling miserable at least once in a lifetime like we can never see the stars without darkness.
Cheer the days \m/
It's not only you. I, too, question myself why this thing happens to me like what sins I have done that drive me into this jail haha. I just can't believe that sometimes life might get harder while we grow older. And it's happening in front of my eyes. It's not only my thesis, but also my other duties seemingly have been really consuming. And sometimes all I want to do is scream out loud without even caring how people would get annoyed by my noise.
It practically stresses me out. Yet, there's a glimpse of pleasure in realizing how blessed I am by having these consuming stuffs haha. Throughout the moments, God has proved me that life is a completely learning process. How I should deal with things I might think bad and how He has sent me the supportive people I couldn't ask for any better. Call me a pessimist, but I won't be any if my (particular) friends beside me. They never stop sending me support and tell me everything is okay if I don't think too much about what people are gonna say. And I'm forever grateful for that.
After all, I come at the point when I realize that one's life is never better than others. It's simply a matter of understanding how to appreciate our own life without comparing to others'; for each of us simply walks our own path. It's ok to be sad, but don't linger for so long. In a sense, life is just a completely learning process of how bad things happen to us as well as the good ones. Happiness is not what it is without feeling miserable at least once in a lifetime like we can never see the stars without darkness.
Cheer the days \m/
She walks a lot. Sometimes alone and some other time accompanied by friends or strangers. Yet, in most of the time, she is accompanied by her own thoughts. Thinking what so essential about life.
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